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dear blog
i might be abandoning u...might be forever...
coz im thinking to have a new one...to show the new me
insyALLAH i want to change...so i want to change everything
its not that i not love u
but i really want to change...to improve myself
to be a better muslimah
plz plz plz pray for me...

for now...
i want to concentrate on my study

randomly..
i went to check my fav blog ; bisous a toi...
thus, i felt like baking baking baking
n make lots of kuih
how bout my diet?
its gonna be die...as winter will be approaching soon

we just bought a new car..
a blue nissan pulsar car..
thanx to kak kay n hb...

i think thats all from me at the moment
im so gonna sleeeep sooon *yawning*
plz pray for the better me
i love u <3 <3

Dedicated to my loved ones

Dear abah ibu, blog

Assalamualaikum...

I've just started my new sem
this semester is incredibly hectic for me...(i shud b busy since last year actually.. but last year...i played so much)
im taking EQUITY, australian constitutional law, PRINCIPLES OF MICROECONOMICS I and management II..
seems like all subjects for this year are pretty hard.....according to teya must be "TABAH"...
To my loved ones, including myself..i will study harder and smarter this year..Ill try my best.
Plz pray for me....for my successful in this course (LLB),in this life, and the life in hereafter...

Everything does happen for a reason..so, we must accept the thing as it is and take a lesson frm it. so that, we wont be stress!!

NEVER TELL GOD HOW BIG YOUR PROBLEM IS, TELL YOUR PROBLEM HOW BIG GOD IS

p/s : miss abah ibu so much. may ALLAH bless them and may ALLAH grant good health to them;)

xoxo

welcome to 20....

to myself..

on 11th february 1990...a girl was born at 1040pm..
she is me...hohohoho
its 20 years already..now im 20...

happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..

how do i celebrate it?
i baked cake...banana chocolate cake...i love it..altho i forgot to turn off the switch..so, it is overcooked...
then..i went out with aween..aween bought me a slice of chocolate indulgence cake...thanx...choc indulgence is my fav. n she gave me a bracelet..
thank u aween...
then, at nyte..we had a family dinner at mamak stall, i miss mamak food...so i badly want to eat nasi kandar..

last friday, i went to penang, just to wanna eat the most delicious nasi kandar accoring to my cousin.. we were looking for nasi kandar hameediyah( i dunno whether the spelling is correct or not)
unfortunately,after 1 hour of searching for the restaurant...we found it closed...takde rezki..
then we ate at jemputree..the restaurant is nice..i like the surrounding..lovely..;)
after that, we went to gurney plaza to do some window shopping... bought sk-II trial set as bithday present..hope my skin will be better...
then, went to aunt sufiah's house in seberang jaya..EAT AGAIN!!!
ok...i feel sleepy now...dont want to write anymore...

im off to kelantan n then terengganu..
will be back on this wednesday..
see u;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF;)

im lazy

im lazy..
yes its true..
coz i dont feel like to blog...
but here i am..writing for the last day of my life being as a TEENager..
yeah...im gonna be 20 soon..n the "soon" is tomorrow

im planning my life ahead..for 1 year, 5 years, another 10years..

wat do i want for my birthday?
- i want my allowance to be appeared in my account tomorrow!!! (other people already got their allowance)
- i want to lead a peaceful life..i love peace and tranquility.. long life doesnt make any better if u dont get to live ur life to the fullest... "happiness" is really subjective.. well for me, it means no regret in watever i do,make my beloved ones happy altho it's hard to satisfy everyone.. but at least, im gonna try..do support me..hohoho
- i want to improve myself.. improve in wat way? iman n money i guess.. if u have iman,ur life will be improved in every single point. y? bcoz Islam is comprehensive in nature.
and money? i can do so many things with money. it's not materialistic coz im gonna spend it in the correct way..infaq;) i want to get married(not so soon), perform umrah, travel to europe..all of that need money ok..

well, i better stop writing now coz i dunno wat am i gonna write tomorrow..

*Everyone wants to change the world but not himself*
" Everyone dream of longevity but forget to ask for a quiet and happy life"

time is a good remedy

they said time heals everything..every wound that we got..

how?
as time goes by..our life is going to change
we gonna meet new people..makes new friends..
we will be doing something new..

rite now..im judging whether the statement is true..
im waiting for my wound to be healed
rite now..im forcing myself to face the new challenges
forcing myself to be strong watever things happen.

oh yA ALLAH..
i know U will be there for me
I am hoping for Ur Help
for Your Guidance

InsyALLAH everything will be fine..
insyALLAH...insyALLAH..insyALLAH.

oi oi oi....hohohoho

bila tak online..byk je rasanya bnda nk mnulis
bila dh log in..malaih plak nk mnulis
gapo dia la budak ni...haisshh

tp alang2 dh buka..tulih ja lah noh..
cuti ni mcam besa..
keja jd part time driver n full time homemaker.....
slain tu berjinak2 dlm penternakan lemak dan juga pembaca novel...
misi january 2010 ni nk habiskn new moon,eclipse, 1st gossip girl novel, rage of angel...smoga berjaya dhabiskn...

insyALLAH misi january 2010 ni ingin menghabiskan 2juzuk alQuran
misi jan 2010 ni juga nk enjoy msa TEENager sepuasnya2.....

projek pertama utk baja kompos alhamdulillah dh berjaya dilaksanakan....nnt bleh upload gmbr yg tk enak utk ditonton (nama pn baja kompos!!!!)

misi utk hang out dgn cousins kat aaloq staq ni tlah berjaya dilaksanakan juga...alhamdulillah
kami bermain bowling di sky bowl, star parade:)
disebabkan ada baiti husna, selaku adik kesayangan..maka im not the ratu longkang for that match..kuang3

misi seterusnnya juga...
ingin menjadi tutor adik kesayangan.....susah btoi nk mengajaq budak seorang itu..haishhhh

misi seterusnya juga....
nk tonton gossip girl season 2 smpai abis...

lagi-2 lagi misi...
nak membaca EQUITY.....

MISI yg tak tau bila bleh diselesaikn..sgtla tensen adalah ENROLMENt
BILA nak complete tak tau

to economic school,plz give the permission asap coz i want to complete my enrolment soon...thanx:)

dah malaih dh nk menulis dsebabkn mood terganggu dek kerana enrolment yg tk siap2 lg..hampeh

chow dlu
xoxo

tik tok

tik tok
happy new year..2010
not feeling so excited about the new year as im gonna turn 20 soon
but still im welcoming 2010 with warm hearted....kuang3

well time flies
2009 has gone
life must go on whatever it is
i try to improve myself yet i made so much mistake altho 2010 just introduced itself

ya ALLAH
i really need ur guide in everthing i do,in every steps i take,in every breath i take n in every decision i make..

now...its already 4january 2010
i wish to do a lot of things
but im still a lazy girl
who lazy to clean the house
to teach my siblings
to start recite Quran again
to improve my ibadah
to start diet
to start study my equity, australian constitution law...
what had happen to me actually?
to all,plz pray for me to be a better muslimah
a better daughter, a better person...

time flies
n i want to spend every second wisely...
indeed, ALLAH has swore in the sake of time, that human will be in loss....i dun want to be that person

i really need praying from everyone who read this (altho i know none reading this)
i feel lost
lost the guidance from Him

By Al-'Asr (the time).
Verily! Man is in loss,
Except those who believe (in Islâmic Monotheism) and do righteous good deeds, and recommend one another to the truth (i.e. order one another to perform all kinds of good deeds (Al-Ma'rûf)which Allâh has ordained, and abstain from all kinds of sins and evil deeds (Al-Munkar)which Allâh has forbidden), and recommend one another to patience (for the sufferings, harms, and injuries which one may encounter in Allâh's Cause during preaching His religion of Islâmic Monotheism or Jihâd, etc.).

goodbye 2009

what shall i say about 2009?
yeah...there was a new chapter of life

a new chapter that began when i step my 1st foot into MAS
the 1st time i fly to oversea
the 1st time being miles away from my family
i would say there are many 1st time in 2009 diary...

2009 treated me badly yet some good things happened to me
i learnt a lot,been such an independent girl..

2009
the last year that i bcome a TEENager...
im gonna be 20 soon...(still...i cant accept the fact..)
but i reckon after wat i've experienced so far...i am a matured girl now..
i hope ALLAH will always guide me in everything i've done

i hve made lots of mistake along the way
hope the old mistake wont be repeated anymore
hope i learn how to improve myself
hope my iman will be gained
hope my ibadah will be better
hope the positive things will be in 2010

well...
lets check my resolutions in 2009
to be honest, i couldnt remember what are they...gagaga
i reckon..i wanna lose 5 kg but wat happen is i gain another 3 kg....bad uhhuh?!?
then...i wanna have some saving...but the reality is my current saving isnt enough to pay my january bills
wat else??? heeee forgot lah....

well tomorrow im gonna write the new resoulution for 2010....
wat past is past..
im gonna learn everything...bad n good things in 2009
goodbye 2009
im gonna miss u so much!!
thanx ALLAH for giving me another day for me to breath the air

just reached

here i am..
in lcct..waiting for my next flight to aloq staq...i cant wait to reach there...hohohoho

last week, i went to melbourne with pka
we stayed at pka's aunt place...in endeavour hills..
we did a lot of shopping...or i wud say windows shopping...coz i hveno money to shop like heaven...

1st day..we went jalan2 in the airpot coz her aunties are working..
alhamdulillah, we found nandos...i reckon thats the only restaurant with halal foods...we were starving b4 we found nandos..
so to people in malaysia..dont waste ur food..we who stay oversea..susah nk cari makanan halal...

the 2nd day..we went to melbourne city
walk around the city...its a very big city with lots of places to shop
in the evening, i met pak teh n tok ngah in pak teh's hotel
long time no see tok ngah as he rarely go back to malaysia..the last time i met him was when arwah tok still alive...means 2 years ago..
but we did keep in touch via phone when i was in adelaide...thanx tok ngah

the nex day..we stayed at home...learn how to cook chinese foods from pka's aunt...oh ya...pka's aunties are chinese...

the nex day...went out to the city to buy souvenirs..
went to meet pak teh
at 1st, we want to go to tok ngah's house which is in balwyn
but he was busy with late christmas shopping coz that was a day before christmas day...
so we went jalan2 with pak teh n uncle zack..during our lunch in es teller n max brenner..we had pep talk session...hohohoho

then went back home..we were very tired...penat oo jalan2 kat melbourne city...much bigger than adelaide city...

the nex day was a christmas day
we stayed at home
at nyte,we went to the aunties' frend....she is a good cook...but im too full to taste every food that she served..we brought our own bbq as we can only eat halal food
during the meal, one of the guest asked us about islam...one thing that i sad was he asked about y some muslim drink alcohol, eat non halal food
i cant blame him..it is fact. its hard to answer them as it is other people who brokee the law that made by ALLAH.they create fitna to Islam...sad,isnt it?
i answered them by telling that is is like road law..we have to stop if the traffic light turn to red..but some people still continue the journey...people have choice to follow the rule or not...they know the consequence if they r not following it...like, we will get fine or wat...but in ISLAM,,we will get sin...

26th dec..boxing day
went to chadstone..the aunties told me that it is the biggest shopping complex in southern hemisphere...it is good sales though..but like i said eaarlier...i hve no money to shop like heaven...how regretful....

27..
we went to DFO...
this time i did shopping..but i bought things for my siblings only..how kind i am..hahahahah...perasan....

28...
went to shop some fruits to bring back to malaysia
we went to springvale...it's quite cheap there...

29..stay at hime
at nyte..went to airpot

30..here i am..breath the air of malaysia....

goodbye adelaide...

time flies..
im done with my 1st year.....sgt cepat...
im gonna miss every bits n moments in year 1...
learnt a lot of things..
met people from over the world..made new friends..
now its time for me to go back
but wait...ill be in melbourne for 10 days before fly back to malaysia...

may ALLAH bless me in every steps i take...
good bye adelaide
gonna misss u so much..the old house n the current house....the seniors,the new friends, the extreme weather....the bitter and sweet memories....
all will be in my memories..forever....

iA we will meet again nex year,adelaide
salam maal hijrah...

salam aidiladha

assalamualaikum

salam aidiladha
moga pengorbanan kita diterima ALLAH

minggu yang agak sibuk..
selepas kepulangan kawan2 dari melbourne n canberra, bermula la episod mencari rumah baru...walaupun penat tapi seronok melihat rumah2 d adelaide ni..boleh amik idea utk bina rumah pada masa akan datang.

namun dugaan datang menimpa..
pika dimasukkan ke hospital dari 25 november. hingga kini doktor tak dapat kesan penyakit, belum pasti appendix atau tidak.
maknanya, aidiladha ini kami sambut di hospital. mungkin ini pengorbanan untuk aidiladha kali ini.

ibu ucap salam aidiladha semalam
terima kasih ibu.salam aidiladha untuk ibu juga. semoga abah dan ibu dalam keadaan sihat sejahtera. semoga mendapat haji yang mabrur. rindu sangat abah ibu.



semalam bil hospital smpai.
5 jam di hospital untuk pemeriksaan, ujian darah dan ujian air kencing... cuba teka bil berapa?
$383. sangat mahal....

di kesempatan ini,ingin mengucapkan salam aidiladha
kalau ada salah dan silap harap dimaafi
marilah kita berkorban dan berjuang kerana ALLAH
semoga diberkati ALLAH selalu

***khas berbahasa melayu sebab rindu nak menulis dalam BM..
*** kenapa tak boleh tukar warna2 tulisan?? hurmmm...

house hunter...

jalan2 adelaide

glenelg waktu hujan...

semalam : jalan2 + new moon!!

goodbye aween....

girls outing day!!!

yesterday..with picka n aween

hurm..
y cant i chnge my color font? hurm..hurm... tsk tsk

ok..
yesterday was a nice day altho i was very tired...heee
yesterday was pka's last paper..material

yesterday..
i watched nodame in the morning
then, i went to city
buy chocolates,cards n post it to my ex-housemte..ting ting,joey,chua

then, i went to commonwealth bank
coz i wanna make some complain due to monthly fees that i supposely wont get get charge as i am student
but nvm,people make mistake..as long as they stop the charge n refund my money back..that will be fine enough

then, went to rundle mall
window shopping...im so in love with window shopping
its really a good therapy to me altho i hve no money...hohohoho
btw...rundle mall is very nice with christmas decoration and accessories

then,we went to inspect a house at paradise
it was such a nice house...
we love it
but im praying that ALLAH will give the best house for us to rent. i dont want to move again.its very troublesome n hve to spend lots of money...

we were not able to go to the 2nd inspection which is at hilton coz the J bus came late...so we hve no mood to wait any longer as we saw our 171 bus twice already..pathetic

we reached home around 7pm
i started to bake a butter cake..weehhooo
i love baking. the 1st time i baked is when i was 11 y.o, standard 6..




then...after isyak...we had a karaoke session in my room.
teya couldnt join us coz she has exam this morning..sorry teya..will do it nex time.promise!! ;)

today's planning..
going to meronggeng at rundle mall again
spend time with my beloved housemtes coz everyone is done with 1st year today,insyALLAH
n aween is going back to malaysia n dubai tomorrow

jalan2 adelaide city..

dear blog..
since i finish my exam..i went to adelaide central business district (cbd) almost everyday..

1st day after exam (13/11/09~friday)
aween n i went to central market to buy our grocery things
in the late afternoon, we went to dr zaki's hse for tafsir surah as-saba 15-40

2nd day(14/11/09~saturday)
went to city agaain
1st..went to cm again to buy souvenirs(aween is going back n i want to buy sumting for my ex-hsemte)
then, we went to meet kak kay,kak naima n umair n we headed to designer direct's shop
the shop will be closed down because of financial crisis. i tot i would buy a quilt as i have none. but it turned up, aween n i didnt buy anything. but i gain lots of information bout quilt. so,if anyone want to know bout quilt...feel free to ask me;)
thanx to the the friendly and helpful there...im sad for them that the shop need to be closed down
then, we went to rundle mall.after buy things, we went back

btw..there is such a big event that was happening in the city. i coulnt recall what the event name is..something pageant...but generally, its like celebrating merdeka in malaysia. there's parade. but the pageant is for christmas.most of the road in the city were close due to the public show. i got to capture some pictures but i not good at taking pictures.sorry!!

3rd day (15/11/09)
temperature: 40 degrees. so we stayed at home...coz its too hot to go out!!
the day i edit my bloggie:)

lets have a look at the not-so-pretty-picture

post-exam...post 2nd sem

hi blog..
i wanted to change u...
i checked out lots of websites to find new background..
but after i chged to this background, as u can see today(15/11/20009)...i still not satisfied...i tried to change again but then it become so slow...
so i decided to use this background.

could u see the blog head?
its sunflowers coz i love sunflower..ahakz

n the desription..i took it from surah al-Baqarah ayat 30 (2:30)
its about human being...
we were the best creature that ALLAH has made
so we shudnt put ourselves to the low level by doing bad things..
ALLAH made us as a khalifah(leader) in this world, the nice world...alhamdulillah
so, we should carry this responsibility properly..we owe the duty of care to every living things in this world as well as to each of us n also to the non-living things like gas,water n all those things.

btw...today is the 3rd day after my exam.
today's planning..
watching gossip girl season 3
n finish read the 1st series of harry potter
hope i can complete my today's task
btw.,...i shud put recite al-Quran as one of my thing to do today;)

till now,
xoxo